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It was a tiring day due to a small incident (will update on this later on) So when we meet up with Anna and May they decided to have dinner in Old Town at Melati Utama

Somehow our supposedly be ordinary dinner turned dramatic as we watched a customer freaked out right in front of us. While we were deciding on what to have for our dinner, we heard a loud quarrel between a very angry female customer and a male waiter.

But it didn’t last long, after few harsh-loud-angry tones, everything became quiet

We continued selecting our meal from the “order sheet” before passing it to the waiter. I raised up the “order sheet” high to get the waiter’s attention right in front, and out of the sudden a waitress grab the “order sheet” from my hand roughly from behind before continuing on collecting the menu from our table impolitely.

We talked about her attitude as she was very rude in serving us as customer but since the staff was having a rough time with a very unhappy customer, we thought to ourselves

“Nevermind lah”

Spyshot:

mom tried to calm her down but was rejected


she went to the counter smack the counter,waitress got scared


As we waited for our meal to be served, somehow tempers flare back up again and this time, quarrel got a lot louder, the F word was used, mom’s heart got broken in pieces, lost of dignity in front of everybody and most importantly,

the best combination of Bahasa Melayu and F word I ever heard!

So listen closely for;

"Engkau blardy fucking rude engkau tahu tak!!"

Meaning,

" you're blardy fucking rude you know!!"

I pity her mom Because she shouted at her mom, on her face right in front of strangers

Imagine the humiliation

Anyway I find it blardy-hilariously-entertaining to see the way she freak out on the waitress

Hari Raya

Forgive and Forget

For the past few days, I've been sending messages to the people that I used to have bad history with. Clearing things out you know, to actually make the first move to say sorry and place in hope of turning the leaf into new.

BUT

Somehow, I feel that these people don't deserve to be forgiven. Their actions are unforgivable. They pull the ugliness within me which bitters me. They crush what I believe in. They cross my line. They are like pain to my eyes.

AGAIN

I tell myself that, this hatred, this feeling of resentment, offer me no good. No point keeping it like an extra baggage.

SO

I use my lil old trick. I put it all in a box. Add wings on it.

THEN

I let it fly away. Reminding myself to be the bigger person in life. I pour my heart out. There's bits of it on the floor. I take whats left of it and rinse it under the cold water.

Makan DAY

Makan Day

I actually declared today to be my Malas Day since I woke up so late and I didn't have the mood to do anything besides lying on my comfy bed. I bangun pun cause I received a phone call from one of my childhood friend Edhuan. He asked me out since his leaving to Japan again 2moro. I met him only once ever since he got back, thanx to mid-term examsla. Steal me away from my friends. PFFT! No pain No gain right? anyhow, I immediately call my bestfriend Edah to teman me go 1utama since Edhuan craves for A&W waffles. Why? Apparently fast food at Japan is a big NO NO to muslims as they use pig oil. NO biggiela, so we were suppose to meet up at 1:30pm but as usual, being me + Edah, we reached 1u at 2:30pm. Luckily Edhuan totally cool about it :D

Edhuan ordered his waffle while Edah and I bought mozza burger each. After eating we went window shopping. Edhuan bought himself a pair of slippers. He uses F.O.S slippers as his toilet slippers......................... wth right? He said the stuff in Malaysia wayyyyyyyyy tooo cheap compared to Japan. Aishhh aku confirm takleh survive kat Jepun kot camni. Semua benda nak kena budget. with Edhuan, opens up a whole lot of weird stories about the people in Japan such as, there are a few ppl there who loves to steal panties and bras. What for? Ask them. Besides that, they also claim that if you drive 80 km/h while putting your hand out, the feel is actually the same as you touching breasts. Oh and another one, they also developed bras for men. I have no idea what for. (-.-") very disturbing right thinking abt it? lol.




Chilling Milling

Lepas hantar Edhuan balik, gi amik Syida, we went lepak at the curve. At first we makan at O'Brien, then we went to makan at Kenny's. I filled up myself with macaroni & cheese + Vanilla muffin + coleslaw + potato salad. Lepas tu we had to ciou cause Syida must be back home by 6:30pm. Bila kat rumah, tak sempat aku nak mandi, Edah called telling me shes coming over to my house. LOL. I love having friends over lepaking at my house chilling area. So as usual, we ended up jammin while webcaming with Hanis. OH! btw, we received Card Raya from Hanis all the way from Otago, New Zealand. Very sweet of her :) thanx babe!! OH OH! then i received a call from my close friend Aliph. So good to hear from him after sooo long. It seems that he is very busy with his sis' wedding preparations but all is well for him :)

Dipped our legs in e pond. CHILL gilerr :)

Syida join skali later and she brought her own made cheesecake and it was so delicious! I really love the moment. Just the three of us. Sing song, play guitar, web cam, video recording :D

Makan DAY

Makan Day

I actually declared today to be my Malas Day since I woke up so late and I didn't have the mood to do anything besides lying on my comfy bed. I bangun pun cause I received a phone call from one of my childhood friend Edhuan. He asked me out since his leaving to Japan again 2moro. I met him only once ever since he got back, thanx to mid-term examsla. Steal me away from my friends. PFFT! No pain No gain right? anyhow, I immediately call my bestfriend Edah to teman me go 1utama since Edhuan craves for A&W waffles. Why? Apparently fast food at Japan is a big NO NO to muslims as they use pig oil. NO biggiela, so we were suppose to meet up at 1:30pm but as usual, being me + Edah, we reached 1u at 2:30pm. Luckily Edhuan totally cool about it :D

Edhuan ordered his waffle while Edah and I bought mozza burger each. After eating we went window shopping. Edhuan bought himself a pair of slippers. He uses F.O.S slippers as his toilet slippers......................... wth right? He said the stuff in Malaysia wayyyyyyyyy tooo cheap compared to Japan. Aishhh aku confirm takleh survive kat Jepun kot camni. Semua benda nak kena budget. with Edhuan, opens up a whole lot of weird stories about the people in Japan such as, there are a few ppl there who loves to steal panties and bras. What for? Ask them. Besides that, they also claim that if you drive 80 km/h while putting your hand out, the feel is actually the same as you touching breasts. Oh and another one, they also developed bras for men. I have no idea what for. (-.-") very disturbing right thinking abt it? lol.




Chilling Milling

Lepas hantar Edhuan balik, gi amik Syida, we went lepak at the curve. At first we makan at O'Brien, then we went to makan at Kenny's. I filled up myself with macaroni & cheese + Vanilla muffin + coleslaw + potato salad. Lepas tu we had to ciou cause Syida must be back home by 6:30pm. Bila kat rumah, tak sempat aku nak mandi, Edah called telling me shes coming over to my house. LOL. I love having friends over lepaking at my house chilling area. So as usual, we ended up jammin while webcaming with Hanis. OH! btw, we received Card Raya from Hanis all the way from Otago, New Zealand. Very sweet of her :) thanx babe!! OH OH! then i received a call from my close friend Aliph. So good to hear from him after sooo long. It seems that he is very busy with his sis' wedding preparations but all is well for him :)

Dipped our legs in e pond. CHILL gilerr :)

Syida join skali later and she brought her own made cheesecake and it was so delicious! I really love the moment. Just the three of us. Sing song, play guitar, web cam, video recording :D

Makan DAY

Makan Day

I actually declared today to be my Malas Day since I woke up so late and I didn't have the mood to do anything besides lying on my comfy bed. I bangun pun cause I received a phone call from one of my childhood friend Edhuan. He asked me out since his leaving to Japan again 2moro. I met him only once ever since he got back, thanx to mid-term examsla. Steal me away from my friends. PFFT! No pain No gain right? anyhow, I immediately call my bestfriend Edah to teman me go 1utama since Edhuan craves for A&W waffles. Why? Apparently fast food at Japan is a big NO NO to muslims as they use pig oil. NO biggiela, so we were suppose to meet up at 1:30pm but as usual, being me + Edah, we reached 1u at 2:30pm. Luckily Edhuan totally cool about it :D

Edhuan ordered his waffle while Edah and I bought mozza burger each. After eating we went window shopping. Edhuan bought himself a pair of slippers. He uses F.O.S slippers as his toilet slippers......................... wth right? He said the stuff in Malaysia wayyyyyyyyy tooo cheap compared to Japan. Aishhh aku confirm takleh survive kat Jepun kot camni. Semua benda nak kena budget. with Edhuan, opens up a whole lot of weird stories about the people in Japan such as, there are a few ppl there who loves to steal panties and bras. What for? Ask them. Besides that, they also claim that if you drive 80 km/h while putting your hand out, the feel is actually the same as you touching breasts. Oh and another one, they also developed bras for men. I have no idea what for. (-.-") very disturbing right thinking abt it? lol.




Chilling Milling

Lepas hantar Edhuan balik, gi amik Syida, we went lepak at the curve. At first we makan at O'Brien, then we went to makan at Kenny's. I filled up myself with macaroni & cheese + Vanilla muffin + coleslaw + potato salad. Lepas tu we had to ciou cause Syida must be back home by 6:30pm. Bila kat rumah, tak sempat aku nak mandi, Edah called telling me shes coming over to my house. LOL. I love having friends over lepaking at my house chilling area. So as usual, we ended up jammin while webcaming with Hanis. OH! btw, we received Card Raya from Hanis all the way from Otago, New Zealand. Very sweet of her :) thanx babe!! OH OH! then i received a call from my close friend Aliph. So good to hear from him after sooo long. It seems that he is very busy with his sis' wedding preparations but all is well for him :)

Dipped our legs in e pond. CHILL gilerr :)

Syida join skali later and she brought her own made cheesecake and it was so delicious! I really love the moment. Just the three of us. Sing song, play guitar, web cam, video recording :D

ReMeMbEr

When there is a problem between friends, we talked about it cause most issues arises from lack of communication which could lead to misunderstanding and misinterpretation. Sometimes, more talk results in further complication version of the problem, it's just the same as when a virus gets immune to it's cure.

Let's say I happen to be the unlucky person that has to through that phase of life. But this virus didn't stop there, Oh no, it didn't want to let me go so easily. It wants to hit me so hard till I'm down on my knees begging for mercy. So this virus spread into backstabbing, untrue stories and involvement of a 3rd party. Ugly right? I know. When you're in anger, you tend to say things that you didn't mean to say right? As an example, earlier today at the pump station, this cashier didn't want to accept my money because it's wet. WTF right?! I got angry and snapped at him and went off. I regretted and embarrassed with my reaction to it. I felt so badddd. I went back to him and said sorry. shrugsss. Hopefully he'll forgive me! So anyways, I tried to save this so called friendship but I failed. Probably I didn't try hard enough but there is no degree of how hard or how easy you try right? I mean, there is no degree to a severity when somebody cheats on her/his partner right? light or heavy it is still considered as cheating.

I have to admit, I am pretty bumped by the fact that I lost the battle. It didn't even let me have a good closure. I'm not gonna point fingers. I'm not gonna argue. I wish I can say this but I only said "remember", couldn't finish saying it cause too malas to drown myself. So I'm taking this chance to finish what I wanted to say.............................

"Remember"

Not to remember me. I mean, of course I'll get hurt if I see you around and you didn't even smile because you've forgotten me."ouch!!" but I don't really mind that.

I might be all vivid and tainted in your eyes or maybe I'm just a dream or two by now. You said you can replace me easily. So I guess you'll be okay without me then.

All I'm hoping for is that you will remember the lessons that you had obtained through the whole period of our friendship. Use it wisely and hopefully it'll be a good use in your life :)

I forgive you for being cold and all that and I hope you'll forgive me too for all my mistakes. But if you don't want to it's okay. One day, I hope you will.

Fotress of Solitude

Fotress of Solitude

When life gets tangled up with too many conflicts with people, I tend to get so miserable. Hey, who doesn't right? Especially when it gets out of your hand, unreachable to control it any longer, and your mind gets sooooo messed up, that's the worst scenario that can ever happen. Oh right, not to forget the sleepless nights that you'll have and people would prolly not want to talk to you cause of your zombie/vampire looking face. The best immediate action that I would do is to sit down and think what the hell is going on. After that, I'll get up and take at least one step back from the whole mess, of course, I would prefer to take more than once obviously. Dengar mcm senang je kan? ambik satu langkah ke belakang. hahaha sounds funny. Yeah, it is easy but it will need a lot of courage to do that.

"The further you're away from trouble the better it is"

However, when I do that a lot, by all means I have the tendency to be away from the crowdlakan. In other words, alone. Ask yourself, "do you spend time alone?". Most of my friends said "No. It's like no life bro!!" As for me, you need time for yourself. You see, most of the time you're overwhelmed with your work, studies or things that dominate most of your time in life. So there will be at a point in life where you just need to stray away just a little bit to pull yourself back together and stabilize yourself. I believe that giving time for yourself is the answer that I could think of for that.

This is what I do for myself. read books.

Besides, I think that being alone is somehow related with the process of adulthood. Your family and friends can't and won't be there for you all the time. It is what adult is all about. I think. Nevertheless, giving yourself too much time pun tak bagus jugak. So you gotta manage between the both of them. Life is all about balance. The Yin & Yang. Try it. You'll be surprise with the result.