SIN X GRAPH

Well, this is more towards a life when you have someone special in you. If you know how Sin X graph looks like, den it would be WAY easier for u to understand what im trying to say here. To me, life not being single, fluctuates up to the positive side and down to the negative side. Lets say positive represent happiness and negative as sadness. So, when you have someone special, you may be the happiest person on earth. Everything is near perfect. Nothings matters to you, even the world is evolving upside down it doesnt matter as long as you know that theres someone will be there for you but on the otherhand, when you are not satisfied or argued with that someone special or even worst, break up or have a cold silent treatment war, you would be so sad. So sad till you might want to commit suicide. Sometimes when i read newspaper or watch News in TV, there are such casses involving murder because of relationships. Long ago i told my self that "Why would people want to kill each other because of relationship. So silly of them" However, when I experience it myself. Then i truely understand how painful it is to have someone that u truely love go back on you. So what im trying to say here is, nothing is perfect. But dont give up there, work on it and try to make it near perfect. "Shoot high up the sky, if u dont achieve it at least u falls along with the stars"

Messy Life

This is the perfect moment of my life. I have lots of assignment that I need to put attention to. I'm having issues with my best friend. I could not get devoted concentration from my love. My parents being a control freak more than the usual. My life is in a mess. What word could precisely be described more than just perfect?

 

You know, I took a few minutes to ponder on the current situation that I'm facing. I've been through so many bullshits to keep up with all of them but sometimes I think I deserve at least a reward of appreciation for a change. Why can't they make me feel that I'm something instead of nothing?

 

You know, what is it that I want from them that I need it so badly?

 

A committed and supportive lover,

An understanding and dedicated best friend,

Limitless support from parents.

 

Have I've been doing all those things to you guys? I never stop coming and popping out there in your life. Giving boundless of what I have in me. I give everything of myself. So, it hurts when there is no reply from a mere single message. So, it hurts when you hide things from me. So, it hurts when you don't trust me. I'm tired you know. Just tired, of always being the bigger person in life. Always be the person who has to swallow it in for the better good.

 

Can I retire? Would I want to retire? If I don't want to, could I keep up to it? Should I give it a try? Right now, I can only imagine myself, sitting under a coconut tree watching as the sun sets and ends my pain and suffering. I'm tired. I really am. .

Heart CrUSHER

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

I see it all now. All of it. You throw me when you feel like we're exposed and get into with someone who is less exposed. How could you? I ask. How could you? I know you're busy with your new one that you didn't even have the time to think of me. Here. Broken. Damaged. Distorted. Alone.