Past tiME

As planned, met up with Kee and headed to Sepang International Circuit for Open-Track Day
it was hot and sunny yet a very dry place and yet Kee managed to tease me with "Now you know why i wear white shirt?"

Lesson 1-Learned!





Introduced by Kee an Ang-Mo dude owning this neo with Rm30,000.00 modification by R3-Race Rally Research

Lesson 2. Respect "low-profile" car-Learned!

electrical circuit breaker-in case shyt happens and oil spill everywhere

Some interior shot
Lesson 3-No matter how good you are, "Safety First "- Learned


some interesting stuff

guess what...GTR 35 not one of them...but three! but managed to capture on 2.

Had been wondering how rich people with expensive toys play with them - got the answers to my questions. 

overall, had a great time there! the highlight moment was when i was giving the oppourtunity to ride along with kee's friend. The first ride was with Syah with his MME edition Gen.2


thanks for the ride-it was my first time on the track



as for my second joy ride
it was with this "tame-little-monster"

getting the chance to sit not drive...not yet! hehexx is truly different from all those stories you ever heard, all those pictures of all the turns you ever saw and so much more. entering the corner while he's doing the Toe and Heal breaking and throttling while the next car is so close to you, with the sound from the roaring engine and flames shooting out from the GTR right infront, damn...there's nothing that comes close to that feeling.

Getting into the corners alone is totally different with taking a corner with 5 cars right in front of you. they might spun out, some might get scared and jammed the breaks but still, he was pushing the car since Satria Neo handles really really well during corners, he was pushing all the way.

Didnt really have the chance to see the speed as i was concentrating with the camera which i was holding and trying to be on the seat as much as possible (was thrown from left to right) the helmet i borrowed from Yao really helped alot! i was bumping my head to the roll cage as it was really intense! talk about advance driving!!



anyway, that was my first experience on track in Sepang, hope will be getting more of it soon. cant wait for more! 

Lovely Day

Dear Lovely Day,

I've heard so much about you and I long for you greatly. Yeah, you do come by and stay by my side but why would you go away? Why can't you stay? Why would there be sadness when there is happiness? It's ok if you don't want to come by, however please do give me the will and spirit to be strong. Do come by and brush away this pain. I want to make this right. This feeling, "love" is real. In fact a mere scratch would affect me drastically. Haish...Nothing is perfect right? But I'll try to make it no matter how hard. So here I am, writing about you, my Lovely Day while wondering when would you appear in my life again.

From your long lost

desperate friend:

JOHN

THE END

We have been walking quite far now. You walked with me, and made me understand where I'm going. When I'm alone and lost my way you gave me strength to carry on. I've learned so many things from you. You showed paths that I never had the courage to take on. But I guess certain things just have to come to an end and that I accept.I thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for what you did and the wonderful experiences that i thought i wouldnt have. 

However, I don't want to stop learning from you. I want to continue what we had. I promise you. I'll try my very best to be there  when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair and I'll carry you when you need a friend you'll find my footprints in the sand of your life. No matter how hurtful it is, I'll be there.

"Be The Bigger Person In Life" 

Sorry from Tel aVIV

Today, Israel Prime Minister Shimon Perev said sorry about the 23 days War against Hamas.
I respect his decision. Even the world said Israel is inhuman but at least they know how to say sorry.

For example look at Hezbulloh, when they fired a rocket toward Israel civilian do they say sorry? The answer is NO absolutely NO...!

Even after 23 days of war, there was no help from the Muslims Country. Why? It is because the Muslims World is only looking for popularity. They will only help if they can be popular. Shame on them.

As a citizen of this world i accept the apology from Israel.

SIN X GRAPH

Well, this is more towards a life when you have someone special in you. If you know how Sin X graph looks like, den it would be WAY easier for u to understand what im trying to say here. To me, life not being single, fluctuates up to the positive side and down to the negative side. Lets say positive represent happiness and negative as sadness. So, when you have someone special, you may be the happiest person on earth. Everything is near perfect. Nothings matters to you, even the world is evolving upside down it doesnt matter as long as you know that theres someone will be there for you but on the otherhand, when you are not satisfied or argued with that someone special or even worst, break up or have a cold silent treatment war, you would be so sad. So sad till you might want to commit suicide. Sometimes when i read newspaper or watch News in TV, there are such casses involving murder because of relationships. Long ago i told my self that "Why would people want to kill each other because of relationship. So silly of them" However, when I experience it myself. Then i truely understand how painful it is to have someone that u truely love go back on you. So what im trying to say here is, nothing is perfect. But dont give up there, work on it and try to make it near perfect. "Shoot high up the sky, if u dont achieve it at least u falls along with the stars"

Messy Life

This is the perfect moment of my life. I have lots of assignment that I need to put attention to. I'm having issues with my best friend. I could not get devoted concentration from my love. My parents being a control freak more than the usual. My life is in a mess. What word could precisely be described more than just perfect?

 

You know, I took a few minutes to ponder on the current situation that I'm facing. I've been through so many bullshits to keep up with all of them but sometimes I think I deserve at least a reward of appreciation for a change. Why can't they make me feel that I'm something instead of nothing?

 

You know, what is it that I want from them that I need it so badly?

 

A committed and supportive lover,

An understanding and dedicated best friend,

Limitless support from parents.

 

Have I've been doing all those things to you guys? I never stop coming and popping out there in your life. Giving boundless of what I have in me. I give everything of myself. So, it hurts when there is no reply from a mere single message. So, it hurts when you hide things from me. So, it hurts when you don't trust me. I'm tired you know. Just tired, of always being the bigger person in life. Always be the person who has to swallow it in for the better good.

 

Can I retire? Would I want to retire? If I don't want to, could I keep up to it? Should I give it a try? Right now, I can only imagine myself, sitting under a coconut tree watching as the sun sets and ends my pain and suffering. I'm tired. I really am. .

Heart CrUSHER

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

I see it all now. All of it. You throw me when you feel like we're exposed and get into with someone who is less exposed. How could you? I ask. How could you? I know you're busy with your new one that you didn't even have the time to think of me. Here. Broken. Damaged. Distorted. Alone.