Ole-ole from Sungai Petani

Some pictures during my holiday in Sg. Petani. It was during my days as Pre Lawrian .Enjoy the photos! :-)

GIFT for you

Suprise! Its not an 'ole-ole' (gift) but just a few pictures that I have managed to get recently during my visit to XXX

Happy viewing! :-)

POLITIC

When i browsed the net, i saw a blog that write "POLITIK KITA PINCANG" and i read that.

Well do we need this political revolution or reformation? Can UMNO or the Alliance be reform? My answer is that UMNO could not be help anymore. When we talked about money politics and MP want to cross over it is all about "Dirty Politics".

They (UMNO) teach people the goodness of bribing people. They just only think about power and themselves without having the responsibilities to help the MALAYs. But if they want to stop all this money politic, they should be topple down as they have been govern for more than 50 years. For example, PKR want to topple UMNO because they said UMNO is facing bribery problem but this can happen to them as well as DAP and PAS when they govern the country i.e in 15 years. I agreed with what PAS Spiritual Leader, Datuk Nik Abdul Aziz Nik Mat said " UMNO is like a tree that is going to kiss the earth". When Tan Sri Tengku Ahmad Rithauddeen Tengku Ismail give suggestion that all wings of UMNO should be abolished, it show that UMNO was in a grieve ill and waiting to die.

Issue about MP cross over can be see from many perspective. If we said MPs who cross over doesn't have stand and they should resign and give way to a new election, i agreed with that, but remember when PAS create anti-hoping LAW in Kelantan, the COURT said that it is UNCONSTITUTIONAL so the government is in dilemma whether to create the law or not. 

Another ATTACK!!

So, after 6 days of ceased fire, Israel had launched  another attack. They claimed  that their soldier had been shot dead by "Gazan". Well, this is second round of the war, but where on earth is the MUSLIM countries? 

It is so weird when they need help from Mr. President: Barrack Obama. When USA doesn't want to help the Muslims, they accused USA as pro-JEWS. A question for Muslim to answer,

 

 " Why you need help from non-muslim?"

It is not weird if the western doesn't want to help muslims as muslims always hate the  non-muslims. ISLAM CAN'T STAND ALONE, THEY NEED HELP FROM NON-MUSLIMS.

And again, when the Israeli wants to put a condition to stop the war, the Hamas rejected it. Israel only want Gilab Shalit, the soldier who was kidnapped and in return there will be peace in the Middle East. Now, who is actually asked for the war, Israel or Hamas? Why Hamas need to jeopradise they live of Gazans with a life of one JEW?

Look at the World Economic Forum in Davos, Prime Minister of Turkey was so rude, when he walked away before the forum ended. His only reason is that, the moderator was bias. Is that what Islam teach?  Be rude to people even if they don't respect you. Remember Mr. Erdogan, you country had make the Turkey-Ottaman Empire collapsed!!!!

From what i can see, the GAZA will fall back to Israel, and Muslim can't do nothing as they only know to ask help form others and be rude to others.

Past tiME

As planned, met up with Kee and headed to Sepang International Circuit for Open-Track Day
it was hot and sunny yet a very dry place and yet Kee managed to tease me with "Now you know why i wear white shirt?"

Lesson 1-Learned!





Introduced by Kee an Ang-Mo dude owning this neo with Rm30,000.00 modification by R3-Race Rally Research

Lesson 2. Respect "low-profile" car-Learned!

electrical circuit breaker-in case shyt happens and oil spill everywhere

Some interior shot
Lesson 3-No matter how good you are, "Safety First "- Learned


some interesting stuff

guess what...GTR 35 not one of them...but three! but managed to capture on 2.

Had been wondering how rich people with expensive toys play with them - got the answers to my questions. 

overall, had a great time there! the highlight moment was when i was giving the oppourtunity to ride along with kee's friend. The first ride was with Syah with his MME edition Gen.2


thanks for the ride-it was my first time on the track



as for my second joy ride
it was with this "tame-little-monster"

getting the chance to sit not drive...not yet! hehexx is truly different from all those stories you ever heard, all those pictures of all the turns you ever saw and so much more. entering the corner while he's doing the Toe and Heal breaking and throttling while the next car is so close to you, with the sound from the roaring engine and flames shooting out from the GTR right infront, damn...there's nothing that comes close to that feeling.

Getting into the corners alone is totally different with taking a corner with 5 cars right in front of you. they might spun out, some might get scared and jammed the breaks but still, he was pushing the car since Satria Neo handles really really well during corners, he was pushing all the way.

Didnt really have the chance to see the speed as i was concentrating with the camera which i was holding and trying to be on the seat as much as possible (was thrown from left to right) the helmet i borrowed from Yao really helped alot! i was bumping my head to the roll cage as it was really intense! talk about advance driving!!



anyway, that was my first experience on track in Sepang, hope will be getting more of it soon. cant wait for more! 

Lovely Day

Dear Lovely Day,

I've heard so much about you and I long for you greatly. Yeah, you do come by and stay by my side but why would you go away? Why can't you stay? Why would there be sadness when there is happiness? It's ok if you don't want to come by, however please do give me the will and spirit to be strong. Do come by and brush away this pain. I want to make this right. This feeling, "love" is real. In fact a mere scratch would affect me drastically. Haish...Nothing is perfect right? But I'll try to make it no matter how hard. So here I am, writing about you, my Lovely Day while wondering when would you appear in my life again.

From your long lost

desperate friend:

JOHN

THE END

We have been walking quite far now. You walked with me, and made me understand where I'm going. When I'm alone and lost my way you gave me strength to carry on. I've learned so many things from you. You showed paths that I never had the courage to take on. But I guess certain things just have to come to an end and that I accept.I thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for what you did and the wonderful experiences that i thought i wouldnt have. 

However, I don't want to stop learning from you. I want to continue what we had. I promise you. I'll try my very best to be there  when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair and I'll carry you when you need a friend you'll find my footprints in the sand of your life. No matter how hurtful it is, I'll be there.

"Be The Bigger Person In Life" 

Sorry from Tel aVIV

Today, Israel Prime Minister Shimon Perev said sorry about the 23 days War against Hamas.
I respect his decision. Even the world said Israel is inhuman but at least they know how to say sorry.

For example look at Hezbulloh, when they fired a rocket toward Israel civilian do they say sorry? The answer is NO absolutely NO...!

Even after 23 days of war, there was no help from the Muslims Country. Why? It is because the Muslims World is only looking for popularity. They will only help if they can be popular. Shame on them.

As a citizen of this world i accept the apology from Israel.

SIN X GRAPH

Well, this is more towards a life when you have someone special in you. If you know how Sin X graph looks like, den it would be WAY easier for u to understand what im trying to say here. To me, life not being single, fluctuates up to the positive side and down to the negative side. Lets say positive represent happiness and negative as sadness. So, when you have someone special, you may be the happiest person on earth. Everything is near perfect. Nothings matters to you, even the world is evolving upside down it doesnt matter as long as you know that theres someone will be there for you but on the otherhand, when you are not satisfied or argued with that someone special or even worst, break up or have a cold silent treatment war, you would be so sad. So sad till you might want to commit suicide. Sometimes when i read newspaper or watch News in TV, there are such casses involving murder because of relationships. Long ago i told my self that "Why would people want to kill each other because of relationship. So silly of them" However, when I experience it myself. Then i truely understand how painful it is to have someone that u truely love go back on you. So what im trying to say here is, nothing is perfect. But dont give up there, work on it and try to make it near perfect. "Shoot high up the sky, if u dont achieve it at least u falls along with the stars"

Messy Life

This is the perfect moment of my life. I have lots of assignment that I need to put attention to. I'm having issues with my best friend. I could not get devoted concentration from my love. My parents being a control freak more than the usual. My life is in a mess. What word could precisely be described more than just perfect?

 

You know, I took a few minutes to ponder on the current situation that I'm facing. I've been through so many bullshits to keep up with all of them but sometimes I think I deserve at least a reward of appreciation for a change. Why can't they make me feel that I'm something instead of nothing?

 

You know, what is it that I want from them that I need it so badly?

 

A committed and supportive lover,

An understanding and dedicated best friend,

Limitless support from parents.

 

Have I've been doing all those things to you guys? I never stop coming and popping out there in your life. Giving boundless of what I have in me. I give everything of myself. So, it hurts when there is no reply from a mere single message. So, it hurts when you hide things from me. So, it hurts when you don't trust me. I'm tired you know. Just tired, of always being the bigger person in life. Always be the person who has to swallow it in for the better good.

 

Can I retire? Would I want to retire? If I don't want to, could I keep up to it? Should I give it a try? Right now, I can only imagine myself, sitting under a coconut tree watching as the sun sets and ends my pain and suffering. I'm tired. I really am. .

Heart CrUSHER

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

I see it all now. All of it. You throw me when you feel like we're exposed and get into with someone who is less exposed. How could you? I ask. How could you? I know you're busy with your new one that you didn't even have the time to think of me. Here. Broken. Damaged. Distorted. Alone.

You in Me

I know your in pain and I can hear it,

You're going through what I'm going through,

I see myself in you,

So let me tell this to you,

Cry your heart out. Let it all out. Grieve it all out. Wallow it all out. Then, put all those sweet memories in a very beautiful box and put wings to it. Hug - Kiss is for the very last time and let it go as it really wants to go. Go back to your room. Sit down. Close the old book and open a new one.

I know it's hard but you've gotta. I'll be here love. Always.

TUNNEl

I see my way

I feel like I've been walking through a tunnel for a very long time. Blinded by the shadows, walking without the help of light. 

Now I see it. A light. It is the end of the tunnel. It is my exit. My ticket away from being broken. 

I sense it. There won't be any more room for me in your heart anymore. It's gone. The love. It died. For a very long time. You had me. It's past. You're nice, you feel sorry for me. That's why you're doing this. I appreciate it. Thanks.

Now I shall quicken my pace. Knowing that love is calling me again. Farewell . . . . . . . .

Let me Choose my RELIGION

Born as a Muslim, you are abided to follow all the rules and regulations of the religion whether you like it or not. Why can’t we choose our religion? We are not given an opportunity to choose our religion before we are born or when we are adult. Can Islam give us what we want? For some, the answer is “No”.

What are you going to be? Christian? Buddha? Hindu? Or just Pagan? Majority will choose Christian as their religion. What is so special about Christian in their eyes? It look easy to be a Christian but it doesn’t sound easy as it look.  Indeed, Christian can give what these people want like the most important thing in their live.  

Why some of them renounce back to Islam? Are they lost their fate to their new Religions? Well, it is hard to say, but maybe the law in Malaysia doesn’t allow Muslim to convert into another religion. Some of them even have been persuaded by their best buddy to renounce back but the truth is they will not change to Islam as the new religion can give them the most important thing that they want.

For me, the best religion is religion that can give you what you want. You can’t persuade people to believe in any religion but we need to give them time to search the best religion for them. It can be Christian or others.

Religion should be “gentleman”. We can’t force people to stay in the religion if they can’t contribute to the religion. We should free these people so that they will get and find what they want. If we keep these kinds of people in the religion it will ruin the religion as what we can see today.

Where is their GOD?

It has been 20 days Palestine badly hit by Israel. Amount of casualties is more than 1ooo.  Where is the muslim God? Where is other muslim "Country"? Where is Iran and where is Osama? Why the Israel's fiercest-ever assault against Hamas?

Well the Israel claimed that Hamas launched home made rocket from Gaza to their territory  and killed their citizens. Is this what ISLAM teach?  Now the Gazans want the world to be lament towards them. I hope the Israelis will vanish the Palestinians. Most of the Palestinians are Muslim and they claimed that their religion is sacred and they have Almighty God but why on earth their God never help them. Just look around the world, majority of countries who are facing poverty are Muslims country. So, is it true if they claim their God is Almighty? 

Even muslims around the world doesn't want to help them. Where is Iran who always claimed that they will protect Palestine and now after Gaza had been badly hit, Osama Laden urged muslim for JIHAD. Muslims around the world also pray for Palestine's but still no help from God. It is just only their propaganda. Islam love to show off with what they have. It is not wrong for the Jews for declare war against Hamas. They just be protective towards their country and their people.

In the end, i support Israel military action against Gaza.

Long live Israel and Jews.

May God always be with them. 

Can I choose my RELIGION

Born as muslim, it doesn't mean that i need to follow all rules and regulations of Islam. Why can't i choose my own religion since i am  big enough to choose. I was never give an opportunity to choose what religion to perform before i was born or when i was a little kid.

Am i lost my trust to Islam? Sometimes "YES". When you are a muslim you are abide to follow all the rules that have been told. For me, it is not that hard to follow all the rules but actually it is other way round. As human, we want something for what we do. For me, i didn't ask for many things but i only ask for the most important thing in my life. Why it is so hard for Islam to give what i want. I don't ask for money or other material things but i only want, what most people have.

What religion will i choose if i given a chance? Christian? Buddha? Hindu  or Pagan ? Am i going to be a Malay Muslim Background Believers member? The answer is XXX but why? I was a XXX before. The religion is easy but it does not as easy as it sound. The XXX will always help their believers in finding something especially if you are new to the religion. In my life, i only want to find what is the most important for me, so the XXX will help me. They help me a lot to find what i want. I can see the sincerity every time i seek their help. 

But why i turn back to Islam? Maybe my best buddy manage to persuade me and tell me that Islam can help me to find what i want but my answer is no. For more then 12 years knowing a big secret of my life from my friend mouth and digging the truth by myself i was very sad i my heart broke and disappointed and never ask me to be very kind to you even though i can because it is hard for me to trust people. If i can commit suicide you will never read my blog. Until today, Islam still never help me to find what is the most important thing in my life and it is totally lie, lie and lie.

If i wanna be XXXX what race am I? Race doesn't border me actually. I'm not proud with any race in the world as i feel it is just something that human created to destroy the brotherhood. 

Maybe i'm not going to change my religion now but it will.  

Nikon D700, Full frame (FX) Format DSLR

 TOKYO – Nikon Corporation is pleased to announce the introduction of its newest FX-format digital SLR which was first introduced with the Nikon D3, the Nikon D700.

The Nikon D700

[Taken from Nikon Website]

The new D700 incorporates an extensive array of features that boast a level of performance that is in many ways comparable to the D3. At the same time, it derives a wide range of benefits – including functionality, flexibility and operability – from the more agile D300, Nikon's flagship DX-format D-SLR.

The D700 has everything it takes to satisfy a broad spectrum of photographic needs. The 12.1-megapixel FX-format CMOS sensor with a sensing area of 36.0 x 23.9 mm; a sensitivity range of ISO 200 to 6400; continuous shooting at up to 5 frames per second (and up to 8 fps with the optional Multi-Power Battery Pack MB-D10; Nikon's exclusive 51-point AF system; Scene Recognition System for optimum autofocus, auto exposure and auto white balance detection – these are but a few of the advanced capabilities of the extraordinary new D700.


D700 features at a glance:

Resolution: 12.1 megapixels
Sensor size: 23.9x36mm CMOS (FX 'Full frame' Format)
Continuous shooting: 5 fps (8 fps with Nikon Multi-Power Battery Pack MB-D10)
ISO Range: ISO 200 to 6400 (Expanded - ISO 100 to 25,600)
Maxium shutter speed: 1/8000 sec
LCD: 3 inch, 920,000-dot (VGA), 2 live view modes
14-bit A/D conversion, 12 channel readout
Nikon EXPEED image processor
51 focus point (Nikon Multi-CAM 3500FX autofocus module)
Price: MSRP $2999.95 (Around RM 10,300@ not that expensive...)

Good BYE 2008

its a new year yet again! but celebrated it just like last year but at different place with different people!

for this year, celebrated at STARHILL with ex-course mate and really had a blast! it was fun that Eason came and brought along his wife and a friend. its been a while since the last time went clubbing with him. Great crowd, alot of pretty little thing everywhere, many big boobs around, black and red panties here and there, balloons and surrounded with great people!

the songs was good at the beginning until it reached new year, after most of it it hard bass shuffling song, makes me tired by listening to it, it guess it the age thing catching up. its always fun to club, the songs, the environment, the bass and the people you're with and liquor, the conversation before during and after and everything else!

if you never been to club, or says that club are a bad place to go and this and that, den you're wrong! go with a group of FRIENDS and you'll sure to have good positive fun!

although it was fun and all but it is very tiring, reached home around 5 am ++ bathed and woke up at 4.30pm! back to the [R][E][C][O][V][E][R][I][N][G] [M][O][D][E] yet again!

exam coming really soon, i guess its time to settle down and concentrate to study and club again after exam!i guess, its study hard but play harder eh!

wondering where i'm gonna be and celebrate 2010!

KUALA LUMPUR....

Some places around Kuala Lumpur.

new YEAR for ME

What is the big deal coming of a new year? 

New inspiration?

New Objective, Goal, Mission?

New spirit?

Hijrah?

Changing from worst to better?

If it is, then why wait for new year? why don't just do it when you feel like to? People celebrate, fireworks, concerts, parties.

When the clock strikes at 12.00 a.m. People smile as if it is one of the best thing that ever happen to them. What is the point of celebrating? that you managed to stay alive until now? that you managed to go through the pain and suffering before? ...........

I wish we wudnt need to wait for new year to change, to have new inspiration, to have goals. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

the CURSE

Apart of me tells me that true love never dies. No fear as long as the love is true. As long as you believe in your love then you will be okay. As long as you give all of yourself to that person than soon that a person will do the same. The trick that all you need to do is be the first one to start it first. I did. I always make the first move. It did't work. I tried again, It didn't work. I tried so hard again and again and again. From spending money(materials) into effort(handmade) it's still not working. Tell me what went wrong? tell me what I did wrong? Tell me so I can fix it cause this heart still tells me that the love is true. Now I know why I still cry so badly. It's not because I'm too pampered, too weak, too soft but I believe so much in love, believe so much in you, believe that true love will never back off from me. But what happens when what you believe in, you hope for, you trust on is wrong. Just plain wrong. A slap on the face. Slam the door on your face. You may think I'm weak for crying but I stand up and tell that I'm not crying over some lame excuse. I cry for how wrong it is in what i believed in. If this is what God wants me to experience. So be it. I accept. If this it what I'll get, I swear that I'll never never never ................

Right now, I can just picture myself walking on this dark empty wet lane. Hugging myself. Not trusting anyone. Bringing down the hate, empty, betray, hatred, sad, all of em down to hell with me. From my stupidity, idioticity, I've created my own devil. And i swear that as long as this heart feels the pain that you inflicted upon me, i swear that i will never forgive myself for thinking of you and i shall punish myself in away that i shall perish from this world of heretics!!