BLAMe

BLAME

I used to be a child that blames others at every single thing that went wrong in life. Not getting good grades in exams, blame teacher for setting the paper too difficult. Not good in badminton, blame the coach for being sooo bad at teaching. Not close to friends and family,blame the internet. Not being able to buy some stuff, blame the dad. Fell in the drain, blame the authorities for their recklessness GOSH!! Damn, emo rite? hahaha but now when I think about it kan, "blame"is a really bad bad bad word. Not in the meaning of an insult but as for an excuse to run away. Usually people would blame somebody or something else for their mistakes, just to prove others that they are innocent and for the sake of making themselves feel much better from the whole situation. In other words, being in denial.

Lets take an examplelah ok. Why people blame parents when they come across a very rude or indecent person? Nampak je perempuan merokok "ishh... mak ayah dia tak kesah ke?" apa2 jela yang people trash talk, parents would be the first person to be blamed. It could be true. Since they are the people who's responsible in shaping their children's inner self. Couldn't agree more about that. But can you just simply put it that way? Can you?

As for me, I can't. I think that no matter how rude or indecent or disrespectable that person can be, it's no one's fault but them. No one else but themselves. Because, whatever actions that you do, it's your call. No one else. The outcome of your decisions is for you to deal with. Not anyone else. I'm not saying that people should NEVERblame on others but It would be nice if everybody can consider inlooking within themselves first before happily pointing fingers on others. That's all. What do you think John's Deciphers? What say you

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Aishh penatnye saya. I just finish typing out a draft copy of a tenancy agreement for my mom. She actually force me to type out a freaking 3 pages long of bosaness( tenant,landlord,blabla) sungguh bosan I'm telling you. I malas delay my work so I kinda habiskan already. Thank God.

I was suppose to go out with Farhan today but dunno what happenlah. Prolly he is not feeling very well since he texted me yday his feeling a bit feverish. It's the weather I'm telling you. Hot and Hazy. The best combination of disaster to health. From what I heard, It'll go on for 3 months. So brace yourself Malaysians! Drink more H20 water :)

Today, I went for branch with my bestest buddies Hanis & Syahida at 12.30pmish (branchla sangat) Punyala malas all of us to bangun. I bangun pun cause my maid wanted to mop and vacuum my room.

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We ate at dunno whats the place called already at 1utama. Pretty goodlah. I ate pasta and it cost me only for Rm8.99. Cheap right? I know...! I thought I should spend my money wisely for today since I bought myself this so hot Koreanish bag from SEED and Aliph loves it a lot. Nasib dia tak beli sama lol, but actually he wants it too at the end he didnt. Such a prideful child :p 

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Moving on, after branch I went to pick clothes from the Laundry shop. Since most of Zara's goods kena dry clean so dengan malasnye had to send them to the Laundry shop. It costs me a total of Rm 100 ok! blardy hell mahal kot. I sed to the owner of the shop "pandai tol you buat business eh auntie lol" it's ok. I bet she wouldnt dare say anything bad.

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After that, I pegi amik Sleng then met WyJin at Taman Mayang field. FYI 5 years ago, WyJin and I carved our names on a tree at the field. I know it's wrong but I dunno wth I was thinking at that timelah. Simply sedap hati je vandalise the tree hahaha. Surprisingly it's still there!! It's been like......... 5 yearsss 5 years already and I still remember vividly on that day. Time really flies huh.

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I hate goodbyes. I'm bad at it. So I hate it. It's been good meeting the both of them again. They were like my pillars of strength back then in highschool and still standing strong :) Although all of us follows our own different paths or roads but we always attempt to reach for each other regardless what shithole we're in. I love u guys and you will always always have a place in my heart.