SIN X GRAPH

Well, this is more towards a life when you have someone special in you. If you know how Sin X graph looks like, den it would be WAY easier for u to understand what im trying to say here. To me, life not being single, fluctuates up to the positive side and down to the negative side. Lets say positive represent happiness and negative as sadness. So, when you have someone special, you may be the happiest person on earth. Everything is near perfect. Nothings matters to you, even the world is evolving upside down it doesnt matter as long as you know that theres someone will be there for you but on the otherhand, when you are not satisfied or argued with that someone special or even worst, break up or have a cold silent treatment war, you would be so sad. So sad till you might want to commit suicide. Sometimes when i read newspaper or watch News in TV, there are such casses involving murder because of relationships. Long ago i told my self that "Why would people want to kill each other because of relationship. So silly of them" However, when I experience it myself. Then i truely understand how painful it is to have someone that u truely love go back on you. So what im trying to say here is, nothing is perfect. But dont give up there, work on it and try to make it near perfect. "Shoot high up the sky, if u dont achieve it at least u falls along with the stars"

Messy Life

This is the perfect moment of my life. I have lots of assignment that I need to put attention to. I'm having issues with my best friend. I could not get devoted concentration from my love. My parents being a control freak more than the usual. My life is in a mess. What word could precisely be described more than just perfect?

 

You know, I took a few minutes to ponder on the current situation that I'm facing. I've been through so many bullshits to keep up with all of them but sometimes I think I deserve at least a reward of appreciation for a change. Why can't they make me feel that I'm something instead of nothing?

 

You know, what is it that I want from them that I need it so badly?

 

A committed and supportive lover,

An understanding and dedicated best friend,

Limitless support from parents.

 

Have I've been doing all those things to you guys? I never stop coming and popping out there in your life. Giving boundless of what I have in me. I give everything of myself. So, it hurts when there is no reply from a mere single message. So, it hurts when you hide things from me. So, it hurts when you don't trust me. I'm tired you know. Just tired, of always being the bigger person in life. Always be the person who has to swallow it in for the better good.

 

Can I retire? Would I want to retire? If I don't want to, could I keep up to it? Should I give it a try? Right now, I can only imagine myself, sitting under a coconut tree watching as the sun sets and ends my pain and suffering. I'm tired. I really am. .

Heart CrUSHER

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

I see it all now. All of it. You throw me when you feel like we're exposed and get into with someone who is less exposed. How could you? I ask. How could you? I know you're busy with your new one that you didn't even have the time to think of me. Here. Broken. Damaged. Distorted. Alone.

You in Me

I know your in pain and I can hear it,

You're going through what I'm going through,

I see myself in you,

So let me tell this to you,

Cry your heart out. Let it all out. Grieve it all out. Wallow it all out. Then, put all those sweet memories in a very beautiful box and put wings to it. Hug - Kiss is for the very last time and let it go as it really wants to go. Go back to your room. Sit down. Close the old book and open a new one.

I know it's hard but you've gotta. I'll be here love. Always.

TUNNEl

I see my way

I feel like I've been walking through a tunnel for a very long time. Blinded by the shadows, walking without the help of light. 

Now I see it. A light. It is the end of the tunnel. It is my exit. My ticket away from being broken. 

I sense it. There won't be any more room for me in your heart anymore. It's gone. The love. It died. For a very long time. You had me. It's past. You're nice, you feel sorry for me. That's why you're doing this. I appreciate it. Thanks.

Now I shall quicken my pace. Knowing that love is calling me again. Farewell . . . . . . . .

Let me Choose my RELIGION

Born as a Muslim, you are abided to follow all the rules and regulations of the religion whether you like it or not. Why can’t we choose our religion? We are not given an opportunity to choose our religion before we are born or when we are adult. Can Islam give us what we want? For some, the answer is “No”.

What are you going to be? Christian? Buddha? Hindu? Or just Pagan? Majority will choose Christian as their religion. What is so special about Christian in their eyes? It look easy to be a Christian but it doesn’t sound easy as it look.  Indeed, Christian can give what these people want like the most important thing in their live.  

Why some of them renounce back to Islam? Are they lost their fate to their new Religions? Well, it is hard to say, but maybe the law in Malaysia doesn’t allow Muslim to convert into another religion. Some of them even have been persuaded by their best buddy to renounce back but the truth is they will not change to Islam as the new religion can give them the most important thing that they want.

For me, the best religion is religion that can give you what you want. You can’t persuade people to believe in any religion but we need to give them time to search the best religion for them. It can be Christian or others.

Religion should be “gentleman”. We can’t force people to stay in the religion if they can’t contribute to the religion. We should free these people so that they will get and find what they want. If we keep these kinds of people in the religion it will ruin the religion as what we can see today.

Where is their GOD?

It has been 20 days Palestine badly hit by Israel. Amount of casualties is more than 1ooo.  Where is the muslim God? Where is other muslim "Country"? Where is Iran and where is Osama? Why the Israel's fiercest-ever assault against Hamas?

Well the Israel claimed that Hamas launched home made rocket from Gaza to their territory  and killed their citizens. Is this what ISLAM teach?  Now the Gazans want the world to be lament towards them. I hope the Israelis will vanish the Palestinians. Most of the Palestinians are Muslim and they claimed that their religion is sacred and they have Almighty God but why on earth their God never help them. Just look around the world, majority of countries who are facing poverty are Muslims country. So, is it true if they claim their God is Almighty? 

Even muslims around the world doesn't want to help them. Where is Iran who always claimed that they will protect Palestine and now after Gaza had been badly hit, Osama Laden urged muslim for JIHAD. Muslims around the world also pray for Palestine's but still no help from God. It is just only their propaganda. Islam love to show off with what they have. It is not wrong for the Jews for declare war against Hamas. They just be protective towards their country and their people.

In the end, i support Israel military action against Gaza.

Long live Israel and Jews.

May God always be with them.