Hari Raya

Forgive and Forget

For the past few days, I've been sending messages to the people that I used to have bad history with. Clearing things out you know, to actually make the first move to say sorry and place in hope of turning the leaf into new.

BUT

Somehow, I feel that these people don't deserve to be forgiven. Their actions are unforgivable. They pull the ugliness within me which bitters me. They crush what I believe in. They cross my line. They are like pain to my eyes.

AGAIN

I tell myself that, this hatred, this feeling of resentment, offer me no good. No point keeping it like an extra baggage.

SO

I use my lil old trick. I put it all in a box. Add wings on it.

THEN

I let it fly away. Reminding myself to be the bigger person in life. I pour my heart out. There's bits of it on the floor. I take whats left of it and rinse it under the cold water.